How Do You Heal From Years of Childhood Sexual Abuse?

How do you heal from years of child sexual abuse?

One client’s story with TAT Tapas Fleming’s Acupressure Technique that helped to make the breakthrough.

Let’s call this client John. Suffering sexual abuse, physical abuse and verbal abuse for many of his young years had left John scarred emotionally with lingering PTSD symptoms all the way through to his adulthood. Now at 54 after years in therapy, years in learning and practising self help and healing methods, you name it he’s done it,  he was still suffering with extreme chronic physical pain, anxiety, seizures, lack of self confidence, hyper-vigilance and generally not feeling safe in the world.

Not to say the methods employed didn’t work. Each had an impact on healing pain, creating freedom ease and learning in the sessions. But the symptoms returned. There was just so much complex history and it went so deep but John was committed to making his healing journey. So how did we get a breakthrough?

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What Your Star Matrix Reveals to You

Hidden in the highlight moments of your life, and I mean moments, that happen and pass in a flash, is tremendous energy that reveals so much.

These moments of wonder, enlightenment, pleasure, love, connection usually come and then go as life continues on. We pay little attention to them. However if we tune into those moments, those Star Moments in time, we can unleash tremendous energy, a wealth of positive emotions, our innate natural abilities, our innate wisdom of life and knowing who we really are. The truth is in these star moments.

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Feeling out at sea in a rowing boat trying to find my way


I had this metaphor running for what my life was like , out at sea in a rowing boat, struggling in the sea of emotions of life. So I sat myself down to do a SuperMind journey to evolve that. This is how it went.


I’m in a rowing boat at sea. There’s a hole in it and I’m bailing it out and rowing, and bailing it out and rowing. And I’m not going anywhere because how can I? I can feel the seat beneath me and the oars in my hand, but I look behind me and see the water coming in. I get up to bail out the water. The hole is there, it’s not getting any smaller. I cry real tears as how can I manage this alone? Its impossible.

I ask ‘how can this change?’ as I know this sanctuary place I am in is magical.

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Journey to The Star Matrix

A most beautiful 12 step journey completed this week culminating in six Star Matrix Masters.
Top row left to right 3 veteran Star Matrix Masters took another tour with us David Ingvoldstad USA, Irma Hudson USA and Dieter Maas Germany.
Second row left to right: three new graduates Emily Pearson UK, Ellen Epstein USA and Maria Perrone USA

For me personally, leading this course for the first time with my lovely group I have to say how much I thoroughly enjoyed it. We all experienced high energy recalling star memories, experiencing and sharing the light of that energy, and realising the meaning, the teaching and the significance of these energy rich events of our lives.

Our Star Events happen in a moment and life goes on, but inside those moments, when we unpack them, lies vast riches and treasures revealing wisdom, natural talents and the truth about our real nature, who we are. These are evolution moments and help us build our truth and authentic self concept. Becoming and consciously knowing who you are is the trip and having a great time doing it!

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Suffering is Your Compassion Gift to the World Waiting to be Unwrapped

Why do we have to struggle? Why is life sometimes so difficult? Is suffering necessary? What about a world without suffering, is that even possible?

We have asked these questions throughout our life time and in lifetimes before us.

Last week after doing some energy healing work on myself I opened up a deep wound that I’d been shutting out for a long time. Disconnection is a coping mechanism we all use at times to distance ourselves from painful unresolved emotions, which themselves come from past unresolved experiences where we suffered.

So with my  Pandora’s box now open and finding myself swimming in old emotions I was blessed to have coffee with a friend who is an energist colleague who was able to listen and hear me express the story of what happened.

I emptied myself over that meeting and she patiently with love listened in silence and complete attention with her beautiful open heart. She didn’t interrupt me or respond to anything until I had finished when I realised how much lighter I felt. I became aware of how valuable and precious it was to have a person like this to sit and listen, to witness my painful story with love, with compassion, without judgement, without interruption and how not everyone can do that. What a blessed and precious gift and phenomenon it is to have the compassion that allows that to be possible.

How do we grow a compassionate heart?

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