Yesterday’s life circumstances were tough to handle. It was a rough day to say the least. In fact it felt like inside me there was a complete stress storm going on.
I couldn’t face my work. I didn’t have anyone to turn to, or so I thought. Nor did I feel like sitting down to do some self healing.
Then a friend and her sister called round to return something they’d borrowed. Seeing my tearful face they sat down and I emptied what was in my heavy heart to them.
They sat patiently and just listened saying only ‘its so hard this story, I’m so sorry’.
One went out and came back with chocolate and biscuits to have with a cup of tea. That was wonderful.
I felt better after this hour had passed. The inner storm had calmed. After they left I reflected on how all that pent up energy had released. The situation was the same but now I was feeling better. That was through the relationship of real love and friendship. I had allowed myself to be vulnerable and open my heart. They had listened, being there with love, hugs and chocolate!
It was a moment of beauty actually, precious, valuable and meaningful.
Here was another shining moment in my own growing collection of lived happy memories, adding to the energy matrix of events in which glimpses of my soul are revealed.
I noted it before getting ready for my evening zoom class of Star Matrix, that it was a Star Moment, I added it to my Book of Stars, entry #184.
The Star Matrix Class and More Moments of Meaning
We are seven on this journey. We spent a few minutes at the start to get connected to each other. Welcoming each person into the group with the energy handshake created a warm fuzziness in us. It grew as we welcomed each one and all became connected in a group bubble.
I noticed my heart felt nourished supported and strengthened by that too. I lead the class on to the theme of our lesson, our star memories and how we can enter them again.
We each shared special memories from our lives and spent time to examine those memories. We asked questions to seek the message, the significance and meaning. I became aware again of the preciousness of the moment and us all being together.
As each one discovered their own meaning from their precious memories, sharing those revelations was also precious.
I observed that when something comes from deep within, from the soul of another, being witness to that is such an honour. It’s a beautiful moment of our shared humanity, and yes, its valuable and precious.
So there was yet another shining moment that gave my life more meaning.
Being human, allowing our humanity to be expressed, to be felt and known through real connections. Moments like this give my life meaning.
These are star moments of my life because they shine more brightly. Some call them glimmers but when we look more closely at them the greater light within reveals itself. A star moment or soul moment is a more fitting name.
I’m grateful for such moments as they happen.
The Star Matrix course is a journey into the star moments. It has made me more conscious. I now register such moments as they happen, appreciating them to live them more deeply and fully, experiencing the richness.
I am also grateful for the Star Matrix course for the space to spend time accessing our inner light and truth, touching and revealing our soul.
As a group we create time to remember these moments. We reflect on them, examine them, receive revelations from them and share them. The truth of life is revealed and we embody that. It feels really good to do this, spending the time to discover that which gives meaning to our lives.
Want To Discover and Experience More Meaning in Your Life?
If this article resonates with you and you would like to explore the themes discussed then you might like to book a consultation with me or read Silvia Hartmann book Star Matrix.
Or better still, think of joining the next group for the journey into your own Star Matrix of happy memories to touch and feel your own beautiful soul.
Thankyou for reading.
Sandra Hillawi 